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Thoughs, thoughs and THOUGHS.

It is the 214 post now.


Ok, people ask you all la. If i tell you all i am going to left this world in a feel days time what will be your reaction?

• Go la, my problem meh?
• Oh, I will be damn sad.
• I will miss you like hell.

I am able to think what will be the answer already.

I have been thinking, I have been talking all the logic to other people. But I am thinking have i been using it on myself? I can only say it is a no. I really did not know did i do the right thing all this while. Because i have been thinking, all i did, did i ever think of the consequences for doing all this? Maybe some of you will know what i mean. But seriously, will i get all the things that i want or i wish for it to happen? Maybe i am just too foolish. I have been thinking, last two years ago the ending part, is it really a challenge that god gave me? For the past two years i have experience and seen things like hardships, failures in love, true love, heartless people, kind people who are willing to sacrifice their free time to help the needy and elderly, fakers, real friendship and many more. Life there are ups and downs, but for me all this are just so hard to handle. Are this challenges i need to go through? If they are can someone please tell me, because i am in a mess now. I have been drowning myself with thoughts all this while to keep all the rubbish at bay. But it seems that it is going to be full. Tell you all some secret, this is the first time i have been so serious about one certain thing, maybe not first time la but i am sure it is a second time. But i bet no one is reading my blog. So should i just shut it off or continue going till there is a day i totally do not want to blog i delete?

Routine

Last week was a exciting yet tiring week. Everyday wake up later and later, things got busier and busier,most importantly the day got more and more exciting with the busy sceldule that we have to keep up with.

Everytime got there, sit down, do QC on raw beans or help the SIA people. It is like programmed to do all this but at least i got something to do and most importantly get to sleep. After work go meet friend then home.

Seriously i got nothing to post so wait till i got things to post then post. BYE.

The end of the week means the end of the first week of my attachment. Wake at 5 everyday and train down to clementi then take bus 285 in. Same rountine everyday, reach there change into the Boncafe T-shirt then can work. Do QC at 3.30 everyday and also 'pasir malam' on every monday and wed. Damn hot one can. After work, go meet good friend, buy water and sometimes dinner, eat, slack then home. Yesterday went to meet her after her work, the best part is that she is not feeling well so I bought a bottle of bitter tea for her to drink, i drink like 1/4 she drink 3/4. Afterthat walk to Yew Tee then back to cck to take bus. Clever right? LOL!

Attachment

Today got nothing to do so went out?
Went to eat lunch with family, then to uncle house but he not at home. ( that is sad)
Chinatown and home again. For two days my phone did not ring ring ring liao. So sad lo. How i hope my phone can ring like hell like last time. But that is not gonna happen the la hor? Human am i correct. I think i have change my mood to a boring mood now cause life is really boring, without enjoyment buy only hoping only. Anyway, tomorrow is the start of my attachment.

WISH MY CLASS (JF0901P) GOOD LUCK IN THEIR ATTACHMENT AND MOST IMPORTANTLY MUST ENJOY! ATTACHMENT IS A TIME FOR FUN AND ALSO SERIOUS. TAKE CARE AND GOOD LUCK. 

COULD MIA FROM BLOGGING AND THROW MYSELF INTO THE LIFE I ONCE HAD AGAIN. BYE PEEPS.

MUST MISS ME YEAH! :D

Attachment

About less then 2 days is to my attachment. Hope at there i will not screw up or what and most importantly do not get mood swings! Because i will start scolding people i think. Nothing to blog. Bye!

2005-2009

From my fatty and crybaby 

To

a botak and no more crybaby with hu shu..

I want to write another composition about my 5 years most memorable life.

I remember the first time i step into Springfield Secondary School, I was so like a stupid, wearing my school tie when everyone was not. Carry a luggage cause it is a orientation 'camp' which i though my stayover. Got to know a Kelly whose Mother came to ask which class am i in and i said 1D and her daughter was from this class too. So naturally we became friend, after a while got to know my second friend called Belle. She is as quiet as ever but soon we got into the hall for some orientation games. We start by introducing which primary school we came from. Meet our form teacher and she is a nice form teacher whom is mine for like 4 years. How cool can it be man? Soon i got to know more classmates and change from a crybaby me to a boy whom do not cry so easily by someone. Got into Libarian, everytime after school on Friday go there to do duty, it is fun cause we were like superman plying her and there putting books. It is really fun but it is over now.

During Secondary two, I got 3 best friends and we soon became brothers but we always fight though but in the end we got back together. But there are two who always fight one and those two are JUN XIANG and MARCUS! But i remember in secondary two, i did not know what happen to me man, my maths which is so poor suddenly improve till i got first and still got a star award. Next, i learn what is call cannot be mischiveous as beacuse of my naughyness, i have a scar above my nose cause i play pushing games with marcus. Afterthat, this year we also have streaming, but the sadded part was i was put to sec 3C, so i went to appeal for A-maths cause Mr. Tan call me to do so beacuse he say it is worth the try. So i went to try and i got into 3A. Got to make a CCA called robotics, went for competitions but we still lost cause we have no experience but at least we got some experience and i got to do hands on which i have improve on.

Beginning of secondary 3 and a new beginning. Learning new things at a new level and difficulty and most importantly i am wearing long pants. Sang the national athem at the parade square, got to know who is our form teacher and to my surpirse is mdm zaleela. I was expecting some mean teacher. But i breath a sign of relief cause she know me inside out. We got into the class, immediately, we have our seating arrangement. First to move was me, marcus and jun xiang. we were move to all three corners of the classrooms and i am move to the very very corner. But the sad thing was that my teacher was expecting me to be quiet but instead i was even noisier but she cannot do anything. Got into DNT for my elective, begin to learn how to draw but my drawing was so bad that everytime is my teacher draw for me not i draw myself cause my own drawing is like a scribble. Went into workshop, instead of using the students workshop, i used the teacher's workshop because we are like the people whom know all the teachers and instructor there so well that we can just use. Got alot of materials and waste alot too, but really had a great time at there because the instructors can just throw everything down on their hand just to help me? Finally i am done with my artifact and i am very proud of it. Soon, i graduated with not very good results but it is still passable, failed my 'O' level maths which i seems to have totally lost interest in maths.But thanks to Mr. Tan, i got back my interest bit by bit. Got to learn self-defence because all was learning so i see fun and Mr. Tan call me to learn so i went to learn. During that time i really had a good time because it is like we got to know each other weakness and our own weakness too. the best and worse part was when we were told to 'Rape" a girl, we was injured instead of them. Learn and learn and finally i do my rolls and falls without seeing or thinking how too. That is an achievement man, so when we were about to go to the advance part, he have to go. So we have to stop eventually. But at least we learn some new skills.

Secondary 4 life is really not easy. Got to experience real stress, time line, love, break-up, hurt, real friendship who is willing to help me, sadness of parting, betrayal and many more. continue on what we ended on secondary three, maths got harder and harder, lost total interest in Humanities thus sleeping in every Humanities class and failing almost all the test and exams so naturally i also fail my 'N' level too. Continue on my elective on DNT, i did a portable table for two so that they both can bring it along and go to the beach or something to have a romantic candle lit dinner? Maybe i was thinking it with the girl i like during that time and the theme seems so close so i used it? But yeah, it took me a 2 months plus to do, not always doing mine thought cause i was also helping my friend too. Soon two months plus was up, time for me to go hand up my artifact, i got a A2 but during 'N' Level because of  my theory paper, i got a B4 but thanks to my artifact i think, it put up my grade not causing it to fail. Soon after 'N' level it is 'O', i got so lazy i pon remedial,hang teachers call till he have to call my house and i have no choice but to pick up. In the end i got a C6 even i am so lazy, but i think if i got more hardworking i can get better results. Got to stead with this girl called A GIRL,  I though it could last long but to my horror, i just ended on the last day of 2008. How nice can her new year present be man. She just gave me a very good new year present and i cried obviously previous night because it just appear in bubbles all the good times and bad times? But soon i have to go ITE.

I got into ITE, a person whom is so blur just walk to find the sports hall, got to know a person called Jun An, although now i dun really like him thought. Soon, i got to know more classmates and made some really close friends. As times goes by, we got to have our first practical, started talking to a girl in my class but instead of saying hello i was ask what and shoot for having the same surname as her. It is like what the, but believe it or not, she is my good friend now. But at the same time something happen too. This you all will have to slowly guess because i will not post. Maybe you all can guess but to say i did not expect this to happen man, because i have never thought about it that time. In this school i have seem lots of funny things, fake things and walking 'washing machines'. Secondary school is not like this is it because we are not yet matured or what? Here, i think i got matured also have to thank her. Not because of her i also never thought i could be so outspoken. Maybe you know who you are maybe you do not know. For all we know, it is a changing year for me.

For this year i am hoping:

• More friendship
• No more brain washers and irritating people
• More outings with people
• More money
• Treat my family better with much more respect
• Cook for some people
• Less stress and pressure

How great can my New Year be? It is still as boring as a normal day.

• Got woken up in the morning.
• Wash up and pray at my altar for my up-coming attachment and more.
• Cook lunch for them to eat because i love to cook :D
• Wanted to ask my mum to bring me to temple but they are going out so forget it.
• Read ALL the magazine that has been stacking under my coffee table.
• Read until one and say this year have 小人 will try to harm me and my health will be bad.
• I believe i will not get harm?
• Help my dad with his workers pay system and Connections enterprise price list plus products selling rate.
• Pass the A4 size paper into one A1 size paper.
• Had dinnner:D *FOOD FOOD*
• Roll into a 'cane' and off he go deliver to his foreman.

Year 2010!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.
Yesterday was like spamming sms to people and i also got spam back too. And the worse part is that the connection boomz at 12 midnight. Anyway it is a brand new year and a brand new beginning. Why am i saying this when i dun even want to have a brand new beginning? Because even if i do not want a brand new beginning it is still happening so just need to accept it.

This year i really hope it can be a better year for me. Cause last year is not counted as a screw up but it is still a screw up.

To a good friend:
You are growing up and i am sure about it. Because i can imagine how you will look like after the attachment and come back. You will look so matured and serious but you will still show your children side for sure cause it is your nature. Although i do not know if you got read my blog but i will still wish you good luck in year 2010.

By the side:I am a very patient guy. Because i believe some things is worth the wait. I will continue to help you even if you were to ignore me because you are a person whom i really think is worth the help.