Hi poops:)
Juz got home from my fathers friend de new year gathering..
Got hongbaos :) All their children grow up liao wor..
One in JC1 and the other in JC2..
Even the once small little gal grew up too..
Haha..not forgettin de guy..he is in army now..
Haha..Time really flies..
Juz in a blonk of eyes all hav change..including me..
Haiz..trm goin to my aunt de house for gathering..it is in bukit batok..far sia..
Bt still muz go..
And tak care poops..dun fall ill alrite..may god bless u all with gd health and happiness:)



Word per day:Loving a person is hard. But trying to make a person love u is even harder!

Haha..today shall post..
Bt nothing to post leh..lol..
Haha..thanks to those who kip de secret for me arh.. :D

Lol..bt kip quiet.. :D

Lol..Charmaine Goh Shi Min!

Listen up:
U not happy wif me or wat i also dun wan to noe..cause i hav never expect u to do this type of things! so u hav shown me how ruthless and hearthless u r!!
Now i hav onli one thing to say:

I MUZ SAY THAT U R JUZ ONE PERSON WHOM I HAV SEEN IN MY LIFE AS DE HEARTHLESS AND RUTHLESS PERSON..

Now is chinese new year..i do not wan to spoild my mood cause of this type of meaningless arguement!! Whatever it is..i will juz forgive and forget!

Happy 2nd new year everyone:)
May u all receive lots and lots of hongpao!!
(Remember to share wif me arh) xD

Yoos ppl..here to post again:)

Happy moo moo year everyone:) Wish u all in good health and stay happy always :)

Lol..went temple again in de afternoon..then went to loyang again-.- bt this time went there got do something and saw something..cause yesterday too many ppl and rushing so did not get to see it..and also i went with my two cute baby cousin..they are both 2 and three years old..

At the temple i saw moo moo..
and both of my baby cousin was lik shouting..GOT COW LEH KOR KOR!!!
Then i was lik callin them to go and touch it..bt they scared..lol..
Here are de pics of de mooooooooos..


The younger few of the 6 cows..


This cow is day dreaming i think..

This cow is juz slping only~~



A total of 6 cows:)

My younger baby cousin sitting on de cow trailer..


Lol..i will end here then..
trm goin ti my popo hse to bai nian liao..can meet all my cousins:)

jUZ BAK FROM THREE TEMPLE..
FIRST ONE I WENT TO DE 四马路的观音 TEMPLE..人山人海 SIA THERE..
SECOND ONE WHEN TO TEMBLING ROAD DE 观音TEMPLE TOO..THERE NOT SO MUCH PEOPLE LA..
THIRD ONE WHEN TO LOYANG DE DA PEK KONG.ALOT OF PEOPLE SIA THERE..AND TIO BURN BY DE JOSS STICK TOO..PAIN SIA..LOL..
EVERY YEAR DE SAME THING HAPPEN ONE..TIO BURN..LOL
AT DE THIRD TEMPLE HAV LION DANCE..I MANAGE TO TAK 1 SNAP SHOT NIA..CAUSE HAV TO GO LIAO AS THERE START TO JAM LIAO..
HERE ARE DE PICS :)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR MY FRIENDS:)

MAY U ALL HAV A PROSPEROUS YEAR AHEAD AND MAY U ALL GET GOOD MARKS FOR YOUR TEST :)

JF0901A!
TWO WEEKS LATER HAV TEST..MUST STUDY MAN!!!

PLS LA U ALL..THINK LA..USE UR BRAIN TO THINK LA..NOT HAPPY DUN COME TAG LA PLS..I AM SICK AND TIRED OF THIS THING LIAO LA!!!

LOl..today i scold lots and lots of people sia!!!
Dunno why la..piss off i think lo..never so long scold people until so shiok liao lo..
Cause someone go step on my toes!
I am warning u..dun mak me really angry man..
DE KIND AND FRIENDLY SHERMEN LEE JUN TUCK YOU SEE OR TALK TOO IS NOT FOR U TO BE PUSH AROUND ONE! U DO NOT LIK THE TOTALLY ANGRY SHERMEN LEE JUN TUCK!
AND DE WORD SIOL IS NOT ONLI U CAN USE OK..I NOW USING OK..SO WAT U WAN TO DO I ASK U?!
TIO ME MEH..LAME -.-
NO TIME FOR CHILDREN GAMES..STUDY IS MORE IMPORTANT AND FINDIN MY TRUE LOVE TOO!



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Whoohoooooooooo~~~
My fav show is on air liao..haha..channel u de..
Haha..i watch 3 times liao lo i think..ahha..lol..

Haha..surprise or not ppl man.i got to talk to her peacefully??
Leave a tag yeahs.. :D

Yo people..today in sch was fun..haha..
today during practical lesson..is should i say that it is filled with laughter and suanness???
Cause today i and my friend suan her and her FRIEND help her suan use bak lo..
But after that we talk peacefully without suaning lo..
But my friend go any how say thing???
Lol..bt i think suaning her is better..haha..cause more entertainment..lol..
Trm practical again..lol..tonite mayb posting again..see my mood and if i hav time not..
Bye ppl..

This is to all who veiw my blog..
Take care of urself..it is lik daes to CNY onli..dun fall sick..
OR else cannot enjoy..

Lol..let me rewind back to my secondary sch daes and esp my result in DNT and maths..lol..

Alittle random la..now..lol..

Dnt first:

My sec 2 project..got a C5 which has a score of 58..
Here is de artefact..
Before de pics can be shown..we hav to say some magic word..repeat after me..:

MIRRO MIRRO ON DE COM..SHOW DE PICTURES PLEASE..~





I think this is de best artefact done..cause de next one i think u will be surprise..LOL!


Now de sec 3 project..got a C5 which is a 51..
Here is de artefact..
Before de artefact can be shown..we hav to say wat??? :

MIRRO MIRRO ON DE COM..SHOW DE PICTURES PLEASE..


This one is not completed yet cause no time..as when havin de project..i hav to go and prepare for a robotics competition..and it took me a two full week..lol..


Hmm..sad to say..i do not have a pic of my secondary 4 n level pic of my artefact..cause cannot take it bak yet..lol..
So i can onli giv u my marks..I got a A2 and it is a 71..lol..

Now for maths..

I got a B3 for maths when i am in sec 1 and it has a score of 68..
Sec 2..i got a B3 too..but it is 63..Lower..
Sec 3..sad to say i got a D7 and it is a fail cause i am takin de O level maths..then tio say by my maths teacher mr tan..

Sec 4 i also fail..got a 48..cause de same reason..

And hor i had de same form teacher for 4 years lo..
This is de comment she giv me every year..


Sec 1:

"Shermen will need to start paying more attention and work harder!He needs to be less distracted and be more focused. There is still time for him to build a stronger foundation in subjects like Geography and History."

Sec 2:

"He is a trustworthy and honours all commitments. He can communicate confidently with teachers and peers and is able to provide new ideas from a different perspective. He is kind and is always willing to help peers,recognises the potential of every member in the team."
(this i believe is written by Mr julian Tan whom is my Co-form..)

Sec 3:
"Shermen is a friendly boy who gets along well with his peers. He is respectful of others and is always reliable. He does not hesitate to take up any extra class duties, and he carries them out promptly and cheerfully. Shermen's pleasant personality promotes harmony and team spirit among his classmates. He has a healthy self-esteem and is able to work well with others. He has also displayed an increasing interest in his studies, and has been improving consistently. Given his positive attitude to improve, he should be able to achieve better grades."

Sec 4:

"Shermen attends class regularly and is always punctual. He is a well-liked boy with an easy-going demeanor. He takes an active part in any project or group activities and is always willing to go the extra mile for others."

I miss my secondary school and teachers..esp de DNT dept..they always there for me de..
And my robotics cca..is gonna close down in 1 1/2 time i thnk..me and my bro create de..sad to see that it is gonna be a history in springfield..

Lol..type all de comment..is lik getting better and better???
and this is to de person in my class whom lik to suan me..:

Dun suan me arh..see liao..lol..

Now for some random pics..
The pooh pillow that she gave me!



My pooh bear is shy..lol..


Sky taken at ITE..Nice clouds and scenary..

Lol..this is de longest post man..lol..tag me yeahs :D

Haha..i hav to thank mr tan puay boon man..
he send me paper...esp is my fav maths..haha..
thanks man..learnin sansoo..
hope it will be fun...

Esther edited version..

(Lol..this few daes nth to post..
Bt last week i went bak to springfield to help the Chinese orchestra carry guzheng again..this time is for a rehersal..lol..
In April, i hav to go bak to sch to help them in their SYF to carry the guzheng..(to be comfirm)
In my ITE i have a fren called kelly ..she shoot me whenever she have a chance to do so.
Then todae she was so kind suddenly, she helped me..haha..jk la..she is kind~~ to a certain extent..
or mayb even worst ..depends on her mood de..lol..i noe i vari bad..MUHAHA!!!

I stop here liao la..later ppl start scoldin me again..lol..)

She giv me a 5/20..she is my english teacher now..

Lol..this few daes nth to post..
Bt last week got..i went bak to springfield to help carry guzheng again..this time is for rehersal..lol..
April i hav to go bak to sch to help them in their SYF to carry de guzheng..(to be comfirm)
In my ITE i got a fren call kelly ..she kip shootin me de ok..
Then todae she suddenly so kind sia..help me..haha..jk la..she is kind~~ to a certain extent..
or mayb even worse..depend on her mood de..lol..i noe i vari bad..MUHAHA!!!

I stop here liao la..later ppl start scoldin me again..lol..

Haha..love him for all i care now ok..
cause so wat if u love him???
U love him good for u lo..wat can i do i ask u la?!
Love him then love him lo..say that choosin me bad taste..lol..
You both hold hand or kiss or wat so ever is between u both..
Enjoy barh..love can be cruel lik mine..bt it can be sweet too..hope de sweet one will be for u then..

Dun know why la ok..i tried to let u go bt without me knowing i will think u again..haiz..dunno la..

This song maybe alittle old..but it is veri meaningful..

The link to de video is here-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ho4kgkQYseY&feature=related

李玖哲 - 解脱

爱永远都是难题
失去分寸太容易
谁都是凡人不够小心翼翼
有时候忘了珍惜
伤害来的太无意
有时爱太急需要空间呼吸
争吵愈狠痛愈深刻
然后不断自责
我们都忘了最初的快乐
拥抱越紧痛愈深刻
谁不会舍不得
现在我给的或许并不是你要的
如果分离是唯一的解脱
最后的话我来说
如果永远你不必再难过遗憾让我来过
就算过去的回忆太脆弱
连未来也没有我
爱着你仍是我的执着
让你哭泣对不起为了爱承受委屈
说过的承诺其实还没忘记
愈是在乎的关系愈是相处不容易
伤害了你我也失去勇气
争吵愈狠痛愈深刻
然后不断自责
我们都忘了最初的快乐
拥抱越紧痛愈深刻
谁不会舍不得
现在我给的或许并不是你要的
如果分离是唯一的解脱
最后的话我来说
如果永远你不必再难过
遗憾让我来过
就算过去的回忆太脆弱
连未来也没有我
爱着你仍是我的执着
走到感情关键时候却握不住你的手
还能有什么藉口让爱再回头
(多少的爱说不出口
就让时间帮我说话
我一个人拼命挣扎
总比两个人一起难过还好吧)
如果分离是唯一的解脱
最后的话我来说
如果永远你不必再难过
遗憾让我来过
就算过去的回忆太脆弱
连未来也没有我
爱着你仍是我的执着

Happy to hear u have finally found your true happiness barh..
Hope u will last long with him this time..
But seriously i dun not know if he is serious with you ok..
If he is serious with you then fine..
Haizz..i will not continue anymore..
You jolly well know who i am talkin about..
De passerby..i know who u are..
Those who are close should be able to guess it out too..so..
Haizz..hope u remain happy and bless..

Haha..Charmaine..i will remember you :)
People can just choose to run away from those question but you can run for de time being but not for ever..
I was lik u once..bt after i face it..i noe wat i realli wan..
So juz remember..face de problem and dun run..

You think it is irritatin..bt hav u ever think y i do this???
Cause i still cnt let go..if i can let go i willl not do this anymore ok..
cause i cnt let go u see..u leave big impact on me..
Dun accept nevermind..cause i dun mind..

Maybe tiring myself out is de best way to mak myself go sleep..
i juz cannot sleep sometimes..haiz..

I hav been acting cheerful in front of u guys..
But when i am alone..i am like emoing..
haiz..why i juz cant act cheerful all de time??!!

Drove past your house todae..saw ur room..but cannot do anything..
Haiz...

I wan to tak care and concern for u..bt i hav to do it silently..and secretly..
Haiz..hope that there is one dae thet i can do it openly..
bye ppl..i go slp liao..

Haiz..now kind da of emoing???
Todae is suppose to be our first month??
Haiz..

Todae finish class at 3..which is one hour before my class suppose to end..although todae i was lik in a happi mood..bt still sad..which never show onli..Mayb i hav to stay with my frenz so that it wil mak me forget my unhappiness..alone mak me really feel lonely???

To that gal:
Gald to hear tht that u r happi and hav ur own happiness now..Hope u will be happi always..I will be think of u..

LET ME TRY TO BE RELISTIC OK..
IF THIS IS WAT U REALLY WAN ME TO DO..OK..
HOPE THAT U WILL SEE THIS..

If hurting me is to let me forget u???
I think u really hurt me deep and hard!!!
But to tell u de truth..hurtin me will onli let me remember u even more!!
If u dun try to do all this..mayb i will forget u faster..
But after wat u did now..i think it will onli let me tak it harder to forget u..
Think it over ok..shermen..mayb u will juz forget her in no time..
Bt i dun think soo..

Wake up at 7 plus..dun noe y i suddenly wake at 6 plus..
Went to sch orientation and blah blah blah..
In de function hall dun noe why i suddenly emo..
Yesterdae nite u call me to forget everything that concern u..
Hope that i can do it soon ok..bt de best is that u will let me talk to u one last time..
Ending de world that she once tak it away bt giv it bak to me again..

I juz cannot seem to cheer up anymore..
Hiddin my sadness with laughter???
This is de life i have to pass through this few daes..
Happiness??? Laughter???
Haiz...Hearthless world!!!

Woken up..bt is nth to do one..
Wat i use to do cannot do again..
Wan to call cnt call...
Wan msg cnt msg..
Haiz..torture!!!

Del me from msn???
Am i so scary that till u muz do that???

Now..i onli hav memories of u..good,bad..everything..haiz..
Juz hope that we can...bt bt.. :'( :'( :'( :'(

Do u think that removing everything that has something to do to me willl work???
NO!
It will onli hurt me more..If u still be my fren it is better..bt if u try to end all contact wif me..i will hurt even more..

Can someonel pls stop doing this to me?! it is veri veri..
Haiz..i am juz speechless la now..everything seems so fine..and it juz end lik this..
What is de world becoming man..It is becomin so scary that i dun even noe it..
I think i am really going to giv everything up now..
and does they think that juz sayin a word..sorry will stop my pain??
NO! Haiz..nevermind la..juz let it slowly eat till the end man..mayb it willl be better for me..
NO mood now...haiz :(
Endin my hearthless world here..